the ones we left behind.

Edward Sheriff Curtis | (via)

don't let the door hit you on the way out.

its getting increasingly obvious that i am becoming much less tolerant of people's lies and bullshit with every year that passes. i'm so fucking sick of people that lie to my face. years ago, i'd give people the benefit of the doubt. i'd think things to myself like "i'm sure they didn't mean it like that". i'd give people second, third, fourth chances. but those days are done, and i'm realizing if they didn't mean it like that, they wouldn't have done it like that.

i'm trying to build and grow. i'm trying to hustle and save money. i'm trying to buy a place and make moves. i'm trying to work on my skills and advance. and most importantly, i'm trying to have fun. people always know me as the party guy. and i am. but i am a fucking human being. i have a heart (as black as it might be). i have a brain. so don't treat me like some jerkoff. and don't insult my fucking intelligence.

here's a perfect example of what i mean. a few weeks ago, i had my birthday party. i invited a bunch of people. this one "friend" of mine, told me that she couldn't make it because she has school during the week, and she was trying to not go out. i was a little bummed, because (i thought) she was a good friend of mine, but i was cool with that. it was a thursday night, so i could totally understand. then i come to find out that this person straight up lied to me, and was partying it up at a bar that is literally TWO MINUTES AWAY from where my party was.. which is basically saying "fuck steve and his birthday". and you know what, i take that personal. absolutely. this is someone i've always been a good friend to. and honestly, about a month has gone by, and not even an attempt at an apology has been made. i'm not gonna call this person out. she knows who she is. and she also lost a very good friend, because i have no fucking time for liars. straight up.

there are some other shady fucks that have been endlessly grating my nerves lately as well. i'm not gonna get into all of this shit, because its just gonna piss me off. i went a little delete-crazy on the facebook the other day, because unfortunately that's what society has been reduced to. you have to delete people off facebook for them to get a point. bottom line, i'm not dealing with people's bullshit anymore. i've been way too tolerant, and it's not happening anymore. i will burn every fucking bridge i have, if necessary. i really fucking don't give a shit. i don't need anyone for anything.

if you're not with me, your against me. and i'm not trying to have anymore knives in my back. i have no time for people that hang out with me when its convenient, and then ditch me when they start getting laid. then make up lame excuses, lies and shallow attempts to keep in touch, which are nothing more than them trying to NOT look like a fake ass motherfucker, when it's very obvious that's exactly what they are. i see through that like a window, and i always will. i see it in HD (how fitting).

so peace the fuck out. i'll be doing me, chilling with my real friends and making moves while you phony little piss ants suck my exhaust fumes. i got no time for fakes.