drunk blackberry memo pad # 2

work, drink, sleep, repeat
robotic movements with dreams of the sky
countless days entrenched in madness
soft ambience overtakes silence
wide eyes stare into the dark
praying for an escape that never comes
we are hunted
we will run
we will hide in deceptive arms
until the blade in our back breaks through our chest
and our blood pours like rivers into the sewer
we will cower in shadows avoiding the spotlights
hiding from the brutal touch of reality
an arctic caress that chills the spine
we will forever be mistaken and misled
running in circles that look different each time
minutes turn to decades in the blink of an eye
we slowly rot and become the stories of yesterday
memories that fade faster with each passing day
forgotten faces and echoes of laughter
good times that have long since passed
once kind eyes that have now turned to stone
we are broken soldiers
we are the damned
we are socially networked status updates
looking for beauty in seas of digital pollution
a galaxy of fading stars

drunk blackberry memo pad # 1

Cold sheets
That breeze chills my bones
And I don't give a shit
You and everyone you know
You are pawns in this game
Amuse myself with your dillusions of grandeur
My ego far surpasses my talent
I fly past you in an instant
Because you are insignificant in the game of life
You are like the buzzing of flies to me
My gaping mouth can cut you to shreds
Because I know I'm better than you
People say I'm cocky
Damn straight I am
Hard not to be when I'm surrounded by sewage
By rotten corpses who fake their humanity
Your shit lives are my comedy central
I break bread with savage killers and insane geniuses
A talent collective that supersedes your bubblegum dreams
I've already lived eight of your lifetimes
I won't be lucky enough to die young
I will see you all come and go like vomit flushed down the drain
I will see your stone faces become slowly forgotten
No legacy to preserve your name
Forgotten like a bad movie with b-level stars
Time will erode my form like a hundred year sandstorm
Freezer burn will riddle my soul